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NERD IT OUT WITH BOOKS
A Tumblr blog for my book fandoms and occasional TV and music fandoms too.
I also usually reblog and post things that trigger depression, anxiety, and schizoid tendencies. So heads up for the TRIGGERS.
21 and always awkward.
I am Louis (it's pronounced without the "S" and my parents were keen to point that out to my childhood friends).
I am professioanlly diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder or clinical depression. I am also diagnosed with provisional schizoid personality disorder. Just like Will Herondale, I possess a very disturbing secret. So basically, I am fucked up.
BBM pin: 29E67F6F
fandoms:
Harry Potter, The Hunger Games, The Mortal Instruments, The Infernal Devices, Percy Jackson and the Olympians, Lorien Legacies, Jodi Picoult, Mark Haddon, John Green, Jay Asher, Neil Gaiman, Stephanie Perkins, 1D, Sherlock, Avatar: The Last Airbender, Avatar: The Legend of Korra, Atonement, Supernatural, Elementary, Game of Thrones, A Song of Ice and Fire
OTP:
JESSA(TID)
O' WANDA (THE HOST)
DRAMIONE (HP);
PEENISS (HG);
DESTIEL (SUPERNATURAL)
MAKORRA (LOK);
LARRY (Real Life OTP)
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nozaynnogain:
niallthe-irishleprechaun:
nozaynnogain:
“I love you mom. I am happy and well, sorry for not being a good son and not being happy if I ever was. I love you in Heaven. – Brian”
A little boy who died during the Connecticut shooting at Sandy Hook Elementary School wrote a letter to his mother during the lockdown.
President Obama’s speech: (x)
“We’ve endured too many of these tragedies in the past few years and each time I hear the news, I react not as a president but as anybody else would, as a parent. That was especially true today.
I know there is not a parent in America who doesn’t feel the same overwhelming grief that I do. The majority of those who died today were children. Beautiful little kids between the ages of five and 10 years old.
They had their entire lives ahead of them. Birthdays, graduations, weddings. Kids of their own.
Among the fallen were also teachers, men and women who devoted their lives to helping our children fulfill their dreams.
Our hearts are broken today for the parents and grandparents, sisters and brothers of these little children and the families of those adults who were lost.
Our hearts are broken for the parents of the survivors as well. For as blessed as they are to have their children home tonight, they know that their children’s innocence has been torn away from them too early and no words will ease their pain.
As a country, we have been though this too many times. Whether it’s an elementary school in Newtown, a shopping mall in Oregon, or a Temple in Wisconsin, a movie theater in Aurora or a street corner in Chicago, these neighborhoods are our neighborhoods, these children are our children.
We’re going to have to come together and take meaningful action and prevent more tragedies like this, regardless of the politics.
Tonight Michelle and I will do what I know every parent in America will do, we will hug our children a little tighter. And we will tell them that we love them.”
not 1D but this deserves a reblog. RIP.
i’ve been crying sporadically for the entire d
(via yukixcrossx)
nozaynnogain:
niallthe-irishleprechaun:
nozaynnogain:
“I love you mom. I am happy and well, sorry for not being a good son and not being happy if I ever was. I love you in Heaven. – Brian”
A little boy who died during the Connecticut shooting at Sandy Hook Elementary School wrote a letter to his mother during the lockdown.
President Obama’s speech: (x)
“We’ve endured too many of these tragedies in the past few years and each time I hear the news, I react not as a president but as anybody else would, as a parent. That was especially true today.
I know there is not a parent in America who doesn’t feel the same overwhelming grief that I do. The majority of those who died today were children. Beautiful little kids between the ages of five and 10 years old.
They had their entire lives ahead of them. Birthdays, graduations, weddings. Kids of their own.
Among the fallen were also teachers, men and women who devoted their lives to helping our children fulfill their dreams.
Our hearts are broken today for the parents and grandparents, sisters and brothers of these little children and the families of those adults who were lost.
Our hearts are broken for the parents of the survivors as well. For as blessed as they are to have their children home tonight, they know that their children’s innocence has been torn away from them too early and no words will ease their pain.
As a country, we have been though this too many times. Whether it’s an elementary school in Newtown, a shopping mall in Oregon, or a Temple in Wisconsin, a movie theater in Aurora or a street corner in Chicago, these neighborhoods are our neighborhoods, these children are our children.
We’re going to have to come together and take meaningful action and prevent more tragedies like this, regardless of the politics.
Tonight Michelle and I will do what I know every parent in America will do, we will hug our children a little tighter. And we will tell them that we love them.”
not 1D but this deserves a reblog. RIP.
i’ve been crying sporadically for the entire d
(via yukixcrossx)
I read Perks in the beginning of this year. I just finished watching Perks the movie.
I feel like I want to kill myself because it is such a beautiful film adaptation. The emotions I felt when reading the book were there when I sat watching.
I feel like killing myself because Charlie is someone who I want to be yet I can’t. He is also someone who is like me in the wallflower kind of way and that I also have depression.
I feel like killing myself because I don’t want to end the experience of the book and the movie after it has gone through. I don’t like going back to my life because the one I just watched and read is enough for me.
I want to kill myself because I want to cry and yet I can’t. I feel like I should cry so that I won’t do something irreversible like killing myself. I feel confused because I have the emotions but not enough to express them.
I feel like killing myself because I want to purge the world with my disgusting self. Charlie’s story is enough for the world and I should not be in it to defile such beauty.
I don’t want to kill myself because it feels like I owe Charlie that desire to keep on keeping on.
I thank Stephen Chbosky for this story. It has broken my heart in a selfish kinf of way. But it has also given me hope, at least to get by daily. Stories like these should not be spoiled and abused. I can easily do that by watching it without any meaning in myself and sharing it to others dispassionately.
Thank you, Charlie, because you have a bitter sweet story to tell. It is beautiful.
I am legitimately so worried for Louis it’s making me sick
tomlinsmas:
larryisstylin:
I’m sure you’ve all seen tons of posts of sad Louis by now, but I don’t think he’s just sad… he looks so broken. It’s starting to make me sick… I’ve never seen him like this before..
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i know how you feel, i’m terrified
(via twinkshire)
larrystylinsonforeverafter:
Tell me he doesn’t look sad. Tell me he doesn’t look broken. He looks like he’s been crying and honestly it hurts me to see him sad. It’s not fair for him or for Harry. I hate this, I hate that they have to hide and I just hope nothing happens to either of them. Because Louis been looking like he’s done with everything, and it pains me!
(Source: lullabylarry, via stylinsondirection)
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